We’re Not Perfect

Phew.  Our kids really teach us some tough lessons right when we need them to, don’t they?  In an effort to blog and share a little more often before Baby Sister comes, I thought I’d share this quick story.  Lately I have been struggling with patience, especially with our dog and our son.  This is not a new struggle for a parent, I know this.  Especially with a four year old. Especially with pregnancy hormones. Especially with a four year old who does not really realize/understand/care that I am supposed to have some authority over his life. Sigh…

Especially because I am hot, uncomfortable and not at my best. (I’d insert a picture here, but who wants to see that?)

We have been trying to find strategies, techniques, direction, anything to help us with teaching Evan right from wrong, especially when it comes to our dog.  He has been overly aggressive with her and for some reason even though I know in my heart that she is not really hurt, and Evan does not really understand what he is doing- it GETS TO ME very badly.  Like nails on the chalkboard badly. Like lemon in a paper cut badly.

I guess everyone has their things that get to them. Traffic, dirty floors, lateness….

Evan smacking the dog. This is mine. For this week.

So the other day there was a swirl of rough things that occurred in a short amount of time.  We were probably late for something (not new), the dog was anxious because she could sense that we were preparing to leave the house. Evan has decided it is super fun to not want to wash his hands, get dressed, come to the car, you name it, he decides on a daily basis what he is not going to do that day.   At that moment he was avoiding one or more of those things. The dog started barking at something outside, Evan smacked her and I lost it. I yelled and I think I scared all three of us.  I am not really a yeller by nature and lately it has come to my attention that maybe I could become one if I am not careful.

After all three of us cried, well at least two of us. (not Zoey) Evan started marching around the room.

He bounces back rather quickly.

This is what he sang.

“We’re not perfect….no we’re not. We’re not perfect. But we’ve got what we’ve got. We do our very best, we do our very best, we do our very best each day. Cause we’re not perfect……but you know that I love you that way.”

Yup. a beloved Laurie Berkner song that we have been singing a lot lately. (he really over articulates the t’s.)

And he sang it right when we all needed to hear it.

Nope, Evan, we’re not. And I’m going to keep working hard to be patient and you are going to keep working hard to be the best Evan you can be.  And Zoey, well she will benefit from both of us doing that.

We’re not perfect, but we do our very best each day. (at least we try.)

This face helps me to keep trying...

This face helps me to keep trying…

1 Comment on We’re Not Perfect

  1. Jamie
    July 8, 2015 at 4:17 pm (2 years ago)

    Man, the graces are plentiful. Love you. Sorry for the struggles with boy meets pup. Proud of your honesty, rawness and resilience.

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